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Life is nuts! [30 Apr 2009|12:29am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

so i was reading my old posts....i was so dumb. people change a lot. i havent been on here for like almost 3 years....nuts. FYI i have a beautiful girl named anabelle. i did end up getting my own store so i am a store manager, Mike was my husband for about a year (wawa) haha now i'm just working and being a mom, it sucks cause i'm trying to get back in contact with some of my old friends since after being in a 3 year relationship has given me the nick name dandruff.

1 shooting star| From you to me

[04 Dec 2006|02:33am]
i miss all of my old friends....i hate growing up
1 shooting star| From you to me

update [03 May 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]

life is great! i know how things are going to end up. soon i'll be a resturant manager which is crazy since i'll only be 20. i'm moving out very soon with my future to be husband (no caitlin he hasnt asked yet but its gonna happen) i know this time its for real, and i can bet my life on it.

2 shooting stars| From you to me

yay [04 Feb 2006|09:40am]
[ mood | excited ]

nemo on ice was so awesome.
it was so great having all the girls there.
i have never acted so much as a kid as i did at nemo.

From you to me

[21 Jan 2006|12:28pm]
life is good. i fianlly got my promotion. a 3.50 raise yes!!! and i have a great relationship going on!!!! yeeeeaaaaaaaaaa!
1 shooting star| From you to me

[06 Nov 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | drained ]

new car...stick..tought self...sexy.
work life...to much...7days a week...how do people do it?
love life...got one...love it!
the end.

From you to me

funny feelings [20 Oct 2005|02:10am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

so today in history mr.bell was making fun of barbie and i. he said, in a metro voice "you two live together, what possibly can you always be talking about? dont you found it strange that their not fighting all the time?" we were like "NO!" b'cause if you had a relationship like the one we have you would always have something to talk about because we are so close in age and we always think the same. anywho... i miss mike. hes in big bear right now and i'm jealous b'cause the sky over there is awesomely beautiful with starts and clear skys. maybe one day i will go up there, but we'll see how everything goes.

i'm trying to work as much as i can right now, because next payday i will be buying a car...i'm so excited!!!!! and i finally opened a bank account which i feel really happy about too!!!!!

its so bad... i havent been eating lately.. every morning i wake up get dressed and then have an energy drink, which makes me not hungry all day and not able to sleep till 5 in the am. crazy stuff.

2 shooting stars| From you to me

hmm whats new? [10 Oct 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | happy ]

just work...i'm not into school...honestly if i dont get my promotion by the end of november i am getting a new job!...its sucks when your ex is trying to come back into your life...and making his sis do the talking...so my new boy that i have been dating for a little bit, we are getting close...and i'm loving it!

p.s. oh i saw in her shoes with barbie and it is a great movie. it was awesome to see it with my sister!!! it makes me realize how much she means to me and how much of a best friend she is. She can always make me smile, and i like it when people respect that i love spending time with her and how she can make my day so much better...its weird i have always been with her, her whole life and i'm still never and never will be tired of her.

p.s.s. i sooo wish i was there for the "vagina monologues" hehehehe

5 shooting stars| From you to me

[26 Sep 2005|07:18pm]
so i met someone.... i know its fast but i'm young...

disneyland tomorrow!!! will be fun!

From you to me

strike me [20 Sep 2005|11:52am]
[ mood | good ]

lighting was really awesome last night. barbie and i went to la jolla cove and watched it. it was so rad at first it was just in one spot then it started striking in 3 different spots changing color and stuff it was sweet.

we then went to the living room down there. we walked in and the guy working there was watching us look at the menu for a few min. then he finally said they were closed...we were bummed but then he offered to make us a cold drink so we got the best iced chi teas ever!!!! i tipped him $3 because it was so sweet of him. barbie really fancied him..hehe.

ok the end.

i love the smell of rain....

2 shooting stars| From you to me

[19 Sep 2005|03:04pm]
my new life soundtrack contains old 80's love songs.....

"you spin me round and round and round"

"do you really want to hurt me? do you really want to make me cry"

"sometimes i feel i've got to....run away"

yea i think i may have been watching the wedding singer a little to often...
From you to me

[14 Sep 2005|08:50am]
if you commented on my last entry as anonymous then please leave me a name or i can not call you. thanks
From you to me

a small update [13 Sep 2005|10:15am]
[ mood | content ]

life is well...making new friends...making better with old friends....

i'm not stressing to much...with work and school

i went to OB the other day and saw the tide pools. i have never seen them before it was fun. i'm really into the ocean.

oh finally we went to the living room. my old friend works there and it was nice seeing her...we should chill there again

ok sorry this post is not so much fun...

4 shooting stars| From you to me

[12 Sep 2005|02:31pm]
i waited hours for this...
i made myself so sick....
i wish i stayed, asleep today....
From you to me

something fun [09 Sep 2005|08:35am]
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
my answersCollapse )
4 shooting stars| From you to me

*yawn* [08 Sep 2005|12:23pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

so i might be the next RGM!!! effin crazy right! a 19 year old runs her own store!!!!!!!!!! wow. that would be cool, since i'm doing it already. plus the money is awesome for me.

sometimes i feel like a totally different person. i really miss my old friends. i really wish things could have worked out the way I wanted them to. i think i try to hard. hard enough where i start to really bug. i just dont want to quit. i think i'm putting up a good fight. oh and i think i'm crazy.

my puppy owns you. hes soooo....foxy...he looks like a fox.

i'm on such a jack johnson fix!!!

1 shooting star| From you to me

my heart said follow through... [29 Aug 2005|12:18am]
[ mood | depressed ]

life is rough. with ana being gone (my RGM) i have to take on the responsibilities. wish suck!!! i better get a raise...

i think my eyes are getting worse because i didnt see it coming.


life is a effing roller coaster but i'm not getting off till i get what i want....

i need a new job. more like a day time with the weekends off kinda job.... my search begins.

school.... what can i say. if i find a job soon i may have to do the night school thing... but hopefully that wont be till next semester....

i took sleeping pills last night so i wouldnt have to think so much..i think way way way to much and it makes me sad..

1 shooting star| From you to me

[23 Aug 2005|11:44am]
[ mood | geeky ]

so school turned out to be ok. i like having barbie and caitlin in one of my classes it makes it so much fun. my other class doesnt seem to intresting but i know it will be easy. i need to get my books but then there is a money problem. i had to fix my car today so that took a dent. i need new tires fast. and i have to pay my cell bill. hopefully i can go without one of the books for a while but i'll see...

my day off yesterday was cool i guess. i got some cleaning done. talked to a sick friend. and cruised around with barbie. it seems like every night we find ourselves some where we have never been. but its fun. we were going to walk up to mt.helix but there was a car and people making scary noises so we just kinda chilled near a driveway up there. its funny we were talking about if we took anyone else they would be bored as hell but we love just chillin and listening to nature sing. looking out in the distance made me feel like flying. and everytime a car would pass by barbie would think it was a shooting star. haha so i called them shooting cars. and we made a wish... i love my sister.

3 shooting stars| From you to me

my life's a movie [19 Aug 2005|11:55am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i just got home from running. it felt nice. i love the way i feel after working out. nothing to much new. lately barbie and i have been going to the beach. thats where i think the most. i saw a shooting star too! i worked at the pacific beach pizza hut on tuesday. they want me to work there more often, i dont see why. its so slow and i bearly did anything. but they said i did a good job. so thats nice. finally i'm off today!. i'm going to hangout with my HBs as soon as they wake up!!!! we need to go shopping for school and i need to get my bro and sister in law a gift for their b-days. then tonight were picking up the sarah and doing a poker night thingy which will be swell.

finally school is going to start. i'm happy about that. hopefully...

i received 2 letters and 2 cameras from across the world. well from joe. which was awesome and made my day/week/month. i love closet romantics. i cant describe the feelings i had when i read the letters. Caitlin is truly the bestest friend in the world. she developed the cameras for me while i went to work. if your not friends with her i recommend you become one because she will make your life a much, much better place. (i love you caitlin!)

i cant wait until september! were going to disneyland!!!!! my favorite place! we are going to have so much fun! i have to go as much as possible before my pass expires.

well hopefully i will be getting a new car soon. maybe not new. it depends on how much a 4 dollar raise increases my check. if its much then i will get a new Tc if its not much then a used 4runner!!! i kinda just think i'm going to get the 4runner because i have always wanted it and plus i like bigger vehicles.

2 shooting stars| From you to me

all along the road [11 Aug 2005|11:33am]
[ mood | sad ]

so barbies b-day was fun. i took her to a french restaurant for lunch. we walked around PB. went to cosmos for open mic night. i really like that place it was fun, it makes me remember when i use to go to the zodiac before they relocated. then we played pool. i thought the night was fun! she had an awesome time.

nothing new is really going on... just work. i finally got my classes for school. i'm only taking two. i took a whole year off so i'm pretty rusty. i'm glad i'm taking history with caitlin. i'm excited for school tho! i'm sure my feelings will change when it starts.

i'm feeling really sad. i havent heard from joe (who is in afghan) in a week. i guess its just hard going from 2 to 3 days of talking to him, to not talking to him at all. but i'm sure other people have it worst then i. i just hope he is safe. so to my friends that pray, please have him in your prayers. and to my other friends please have him in your thoughts.

my old friend brian c and i are back in touch. i'm happy about that. i really want to see him and jessica. i miss them. its been way to long.

umm okay thats good enough. out.

p.s. caitlin thanks for being there for me. i love you. <3

3 shooting stars| From you to me

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